realizations.... again....

had a wonderful weekend, started off with the night out with the Sauron, Grimmjaw, Bee Gees extended family.. hahah... had steamboat dinner at Canteen 5, then went over to Yunan Garden for a funny time at the Mid-Autumn Festival celebrations held there.. made our own mooncakes and burnt quite a few lanterns! hahaha...

then hung out at the Staff Lounge at Nanyang Executive Centre till the end... hhaha... couldn't really enjoy cos my tummy was at it again, grumbling the entire night thru like it had been since wednesday.. so was a bit moody again.. hahaha.. but nonetheless still managed to have quite a lot of laughs with the kids.. hahaha.. they nv fail to brighten up my day with their antiques..

well, i wasn't too bad with my last suggestion for the forfeit too!! hahaha... well done Kenny and Xueqian!! woohoo!! hahaha...=P

watched a movie on SCV today called "peaceful warrior" and started thinking abt some of the things mentioned in the show abt living in the now.. once again thought abt how we all spend so much time recalling wat happened in the past, worrying abt wat's gg to happen in the future, so much that we forget to notice wat is right in front of our faces and around us..

we let our past experiences rule our decision making in the present when they are meant to be references instead.. we also let our fears of wat's to come in the future affect our decisions now purely based on our own conjectures, which are most of the time jus plain stupid worries over baseless thoughts that are generated in our own heads...

but it's ever so difficult to jus bring ourselves into the present and living in the now, pushing aside the worries and fears we all have inside us right? hahaha... i have difficulties doing that too.. but we shd all try to jus live out of wat society puts on us.. wat expectations we put on ourselves and jus try to live our lives happily in the now...

i wish for everyone to be able to do that!! =) jia you!!

RnR

jus as i was talking abt being too busy.. i found some time to catch the Bleach Movie 2: The Diamond Dust Rebellion on Veoh.. shiok...

havent spent such quality time in front of my laptop lately.. jus relaxing and thinking of nothing else... wonderful experience... hahaha.... but wun do dat so often also... jus thought i'll give myself a break today... hahaha... after all i've been really driving myself mad lately.. hahah... with all sorts of nonsense.. hahaha... not forgetting my work as well... hehehe...

okies.. gotta go finish up on proper stuff and then call it a night le... tmr long day and got Mid-Autumn Festival to celebrate in Yunan Garden too!! hahhaa... =D

tired......

wat's new right? tired tired tired... i think everybody is complaining abt the same thing too lor... hahaha....

ok la... not exactly that tiring for me, but it's not been productive lor.. dat's all i can say... hehehe... driving around today and trying to fit in everybody and everything into watever empty slots i have in my schedule.. kaoz... jus feel like KOing right away now again... but i need to get some things done first la.. otherwise i sure die tmr n over the weekend sia..

like a fren of mine was saying today, those few modules i can crap my way thru one ah, i not scared... but i said the rest will be worrying for me.. haha... cos i'm lagging like mad in those... gotta start playing catch-up lo... starting next week.. time to lock myself up again n go crazy like i did.. hehehe... mugger!! hahaha...

term break might jus be spent staying in hall sia.. think i need to lor... hahahaz.... jia you everyone!! work hard!! =D

HecTiC!!

i foresee this week to be one of hectic proportions sia!! hahaha.. cos many many things happening altogether in one very short week a bit hard to cramp in ah... plus have to catch up with so much work lagging behind.. hohoho.. sure will go cuckoo one man...

now printing notes in library, so thought i'd jus come up here and rant a bit.. since i've improved so much in typing speed after using MSN very often.. hahaha... (at least dat's wat my 5jie says..) hehehe..

later gotta go socialise at the MAE Club investiture.. hopefully get a chance to speak to the new President and also introduce my successor to the new team.. this way then can keep the bond between the camp and the schools strong n keep the Insinyur Flame burning high high!! hehehe...

then gotta go get car for my mum's trip up malacca with my sister.. too bad i can go cos i have presentation this week..

end of the week got Mid-Autumn festival celebrations with all my Insinyur children, grand-children and great-grand children!! then also have to help with organising my neighbourhood celebrations on sat with the RC after my TMSA ExCo meeting..

haiyo.. i list them down i also wanna die liao... and still got more packing in lor.. on top of my tuitions and also my FYP... O_O! sweats..

wish me luck!!

FooD!!

after a long day, went to wind down with a few of the kids and bro and sis... hahaha.. (cannot disclose names, for confidentiality..) kidding la..

went for seafood at Chomp Chomp and then durian at Joo Chiat there.. nice... SUPER FULL though.. sadly, my mood wasn't there and my stomach wasn't really playing along too after not having eaten throughout the day for such a heavy meal.. hahaha....

but moodwise was more or less settled after riding around the entire night by myself, which i believe is THE most distance i've covered in one day... 3 times across PIE in one day from east to west... hahahaha... madness.. but i needed it.. esp the later ride.. really put me in better mental shape after dat.. hahaha...

ThankS ppl!! sorry for the off mood me though... hehehe... =D

Baby Chloe!!

now blog abt something happier.. hahaha...



this is Baby Chloe!! hahaha... cute and chubby like most other babies.. hehehe..

dun worry, not mine.. hahaha... she's my eldest sister's third child.. she's also my number 8 in my list of nephews and nieces from my sisters.. hehehe... and last but not least, 20th in the family tree!! hahahha.... always love seeing babies, though they can be a handful at times.. hahaha.. =)

hope she'll grow up strong and healthy and be a good girl when she grows up la.. hahaha... =D

feeling crappy....

feeling damn irritable today.. i know wat are the possible reasons, but i can't do anything abt it... even if i can i will not.. so might as well jus let it all be the way they are now.. hahaha....

will get it sorted out.. jus feels like crap and i jus wanna rant a little here... hehehe....