helpless....

it pains me to see her come home coughing, tired with all the aches and pains everywhere... seeing her thin out week after week and losing appetite also leaves me helpless... only able to watch and do nothing abt it... cos she refuses to listen...

wat can i do?

i can only watch... and try to keep talking to my mum, trying to get the msg through to her that things are still within control and that she shouldn't give up no matter wat... at the same time i'm spending more time with her as much as i can on top of the tight schedule of mine.... helping her massage the areas that hurt most whenever i can at night...

i'm helpless.... but life still goes on.......