miraculous?

the formula :
- a good load of harsh exchange of smses waking me up
- a spontaneous outing for food
- a wonderful movie with evergreen songs...

my mood has since miraculously lifted considerably.. though still sceptical, but i'm hopeful dat this will be the beginning of the end of my emo monster within... i really desperately need to get it out of my system sia... jus like the many other issues i have within (that can be disclosed that is)..

i need to take up the right perspectives that i know will be good for me le.. have to be nicer to myself too..

i can't be more thankful than i am right now.. finally noticing the angel who'd been around me but i chose to keep away for irrational and stupid reasons...